I’m Apologizing Now for the hardness this Blog is going to reflect… as you can clearly tell by previous entries I write best on Emotion…
I’m writing from Anger… I just got off the phone with My Extremely Concerned Mother… She’s 55 yrs old, God Fearing, and Married only to My Father which they just Celebrated 30yrs together this past August… So her knowledge of porn, testing, & HIV is intermediate… and Judging by ”SOME” of my fellow performers… theirs might be less!!
Headlines Like- “Companies Stopping” “HIV+ Confirmed Condoms Only Choice” Gossiping… But Scared… How about Prepared?!!
When you make the decision to Join Porn most girls look at it like… WOW you’re going to pay me this Amazing rate to have sex with this Hot guy… Or the guys see it as OMG I’m gonna bang all these Hot Chicks and be the fucking Man!! Honestly, Those are Facts… But Why the Amazing Price Tags?! Because you’re taking off your clothes on Camera?! …Really… Really… Please tell me you’re NOT that Stupid… YOU ARE PUTTING YOUR HEALTH AT RISK!!
SEX… In a perfect world there would be No Sexually Transmitted Dieases (STDs)… We also would ALL be God Fearing, Law Bidding, and Sustaining until Marriage to fulfill Carnal desires… NEWS FLASH… We Live In A Secular World… Driven by Money, Power, and Self-Fulfillment… Well again MOST (tap tap not it)
So, Sadly, Due to this FACT… EVERY Time ANYONE decides to Indulge in Carnal Desires they Run a Risk of catching an STD!! But being in an Industry which Capitalizes on SEX… we not only Display our Sexuality for all the World, but our Preferences, our Behaviors, and with the technology advancements in Social Networks our Day to Day Living!!
So WHY in the world would we -being a Close Knit family of sorts- in this industry CARELESSLY decide to NOT ONLY begin Discussing this on a Public Forum but then with TOTAL Disregard -Attacking Each Other!!
We are NOT Children… I am 29 years old… I have been in this Exactly 3yrs October 15, 2007 was my first scene… I am a Bi Sexual Female (male preference) I Shared 2 1/2 years with a Man who does Transgender/Straight performing…He is extremely intelligent (UTSA Graduate) and when I would feel upset by someone attacking him due to his choices… he would assure me they were only Ignorant to the Facts!!
This most recent outbreak only sadly proves him correct…
If your mind says Bi-Sexual, Transgender, or Gay Men are the Only ones who carry or contract AIDs/HIV …I am Sorry you have A Lot of reading to do…
AIDS – http://www.aidshealth.org/about-hiv-aids/hiv-aids/?gclid=CKmjxryS1KQCFRBrgwodwwLEKg
http://www.avert.org/worldstats.htm
Yes, certain Sexual Preferences MAY be at higher Risks… But When I see posts where people are Casting Stones at SELECT Performers it SICKENS Me!! How Dare You!!
-LET HE WHO IS WITHOUT SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE- John 8:7
I would Rather Work with A TESTED Open Cross performer than some I KNOW plays around Off-Camera and Hides it… It’s YOUR Body YOU decide who YOU want to let inside it… RIGHTFULLY!! I AGREE!! But to Talk Shit when you go and Do what you Do!! Grow the Fuck UP!!
Fear of the Unknown brings out different sides in people normally its -Anger and Aggression- when it should be a hunger for Knowledge… I’m NOT Known to be a huge reader Lol but when it concerns my personal welfare I’ll click a link or grab a book… STOP THE HATE!!
When you get in this business I wish every Agency would have a Class for their NEW Girls… Discussing STDs (Common/Un-Common… Treatments… Long Term Effects) …Fuck even including Escorting, Websites, Etc… YES I’m Fucking Dreaming Thanks I Know…
Well just like I’m the Industry Named “Anal Queen” …I’m going to be the One-Click stop for your Knowledge on STDs ready…
Everything – http://www.cdc.gov/std/default.htm